Being Homeless
Being homeless really sucked. At least in AZ it's not bad weather. Stuff like not showering for weeks on end, and when you do you have to...
Being homeless really sucked. At least in AZ it's not bad weather. Stuff like not showering for weeks on end, and when you do you have to...
This week I've been riding my bicycle to work and leaving it there when I go to IOP in the evenings from 5:30-7:30. I use the free...
Taking away the drugs, an extremely effective yet only temporary way to not have to feel a certain way can leave us addicts miserable....
In jail you have to be able to use the rest room not just in front of someone (I'm talking both numbers) but in VERY close physical...
I used to think people that did meal prepping were weird. Like some gang of zombie apocalypse circus freaks. I decided to give it a try...
My mom is one of the most intelligent people I know. She is a writer, an artist, a farmer, a rancher, a comic, a musician, a mediator, an...
Library day in jail comes once every 6 weeks and while its very exciting, mainly because reading is the best thing to do besides...
In Durango you have 2 2 man bunks in a cell with hardly enough space to walk between them. Each bunk has a 2 inch foam mat on it. These...
Not picking up a drug since I got locked up has been easy, but dealing with life is where I've been challenged. Thankfully, I have a...
Yesterday I broke a record since I've been free and ran my first sub 9 minute mile. I started out at about 12 minute miles not having run...
Today I am grateful for the beautifully warm Arizona sun and swimming pools to balance everything out!
This morning I faced my fears and got back on my bike. I've tried a couple times since the accident and never made it out of the garage...
Today I am grateful for this lovely breakfast before and after. On the left, we have a state issued "ladmo bag" (AKA "lambo bag", named...
Yesterday I received postcards back from some of the guys I was in treatment with who were not released after we graduated and are still...
Addiction is a motherf#@$er. The ends are always the same: jail/prison, institutions, death, or recovery. Fortunately the last option is...
Today I am grateful for a very specific one way transaction. Darkness can not overcome light. Only light can overcome darkness. One can...
Today I am grateful for what my father calls the "Otis fast heal". While I do have metal plates in my arm, they are not adamantium and i...
My experience yesterday renewed my faith in humanity. At least 5 people dropped what they were doing to help me when I fell. One guy ran...
Today I'm grateful I can wear a cotton shirt instead of a scrub, in any color I choose (I'll never own anything in orange), Gary and Lisa...
Today I an grateful for each renewing breath, extreme death metal bands like origin, Nike, necrophagist, fleshgod apocalypse, Karl...